OutSider!!! or HosT!?!? WhiCh Is Better??

Hmmm.... i am very tired today.... i started to back to my own life.... It's hard.... but i must do it.... i must pay the cost for something i had done several times ago...

Okay! i got something new today!
I wanna share it....

Today, i saw something strange but it's making me realized that how hard to infected this world... Today, i was going to my church maybe at 1 PM. i know, that time is time for people to toke a nap at their home while watched their television maybe.... Me too, i was sleepy too lol....
But i saw something new in the history of my church lol....
I saw some people came in to my church and they sat in that church.. when we started to singing... they were singing together with us... but, you know wat ? they were singing louder and spiritfull. i realized they were better than us.... i felt shy because i'm sleepy at that time.... i knew that they are don't know what's the point of that worship.... but they are still can enjoying that worship party like they are in night club...

1 lesson i got was someone who don't know what he was doing know still can do their best without thinking their self-regard.... just enjoying and keep walk....

Have u became someone who can effected other people ??? or u just stay sitting down to waiting until u die ??? i say to u.... when u do it... u waste ur time in this earth... don't regret it.... because u assign it alone...
nothing is late.... if u still have time to repair it.... just repair it.... from NOW!!

Just walk without thinking HOW? WHEN? WHAT? it's useless....
if u want, just do it.... don't be shy with other people.... or afraid someone taunt u.... just think this, "i do this for my self, not for them, if im success, i'll enjoy it alone"....

SO, WHAT ARE U WAITING ???
MAKE UR SELF BETTER PERSON, REACH UR DREAM AND SHARE UR EXPERIENCE TO OTHER PEOPLE!!